Day 28 – Wrestling God in Prayer

So Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him till daybreak. (Genesis 32:24)

Today’s focal Scripture takes us to a peculiar recounting in Scripture where Jacob, whose name would be changed to Israel, is wrestling with God. In this historic match we see a determined Jacob who is clinging to God and refusing to let go until he receives His blessing. In the end, God gave Jacob His blessing and changed His name to Israel. 

I wonder… have you ever persistently sought God’s face and refused to “let Him go” in prayer until He answered you? In our earlier devotions I’ve mentioned the parable of the widow and the unjust judge (Luke 18:1-8). In both the parable Jesus spoke concerning the widow and the unjust judge and today’s Scripture, I think we see a principal of prayer that’s important: don’t stop praying. Don’t stop seeking God’s face. Don’t give up or turn away from seeking God’s intervention until He has given you a clear answer.

God could have easily overpowered Jacob (he gave him a lifelong limp to remember the wrestling match). But the God of the creation allowed this man who would further help fulfill God’s promises to Abraham to wrestle with Him. This epic show down didn’t change God or change God’s will, it helped change Jacob’s heart. Earlier in his life Jacob had stolen his father Isaac’s blessing by pretending to be his older brother. This time God asks him: “what’s your name” (verse 27) and this time Jacob replied honesty: “Jacob”. 

I find it interesting that God changed Jacob’s name to Israel at this moment and blessed him. Jacob didn’t give up and refused to let God go until he received an answer for his request. Sometimes this type of “wrestling with God” in prayer is reserved for our most desperate pleas. We pray this way when we are seeking His mercy for someone’s life. We pray this way when tragedy strikes. We pray like this when a life changing set of circumstances appear on the horizon and we are powerless to stop them. 

I think that God wants us to pray passionately and consistently all the time. Scripture tells us to pray without ceasing (1 Thessalonians 5:17). I wonder how dramatically different our prayer life would be if we would seek God without ceasing and with passion and a fervent heart. As you prepare to pray today consider this: when is the last time you desperately prayed and sought God’s face? When was the last time you prayed continually until God gave an answer for a prayer? Simply put, when is the last time you sought God with all your heart? It’s time to do that today.

Don’t forget, prayer isn’t designed to change God’s heart but our heart. As we pray ceaselessly and wrestle with God in prayer, be prepared to accept His will. Let every prayer we pray be under-girded with the submission to God as we pray: “not my will but Thy will be done”.

Father we come before You in Jesus name seeking Your will for our lives. Lord forgive us for thinking that You are only concerned with the ‘big’ problems in our life. Help us ceaselessly seek You with passion about even decisions that appear small. Help us seek Your face consistently and be prepared to wrestle in prayer. Lord help us remember that the purpose of ceaselessly praying and wrestling in prayer is intended to change our hearts, not Yours. Thank You for being faithful and good. Help us trust You even when it feels like You are far away, because we know You don’t change. In Jesus’ name we pray, amen. 

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