Day 42 – Jesus’ Loyal Friend Fails. April 16, 2019
“You aren’t one of this man’s disciples too, are you?” she asked Peter.
He replied, “I am not.” It was cold, and the servants and officials stood around a fire they had made to keep warm. Peter also was standing with them, warming himself. Meanwhile, the high priest questioned Jesus about his disciples and his teaching. “I have spoken openly to the world,” Jesus replied. “I always taught in synagogues or at the temple, where all the Jews come together. I said nothing in secret. Why question me? Ask those who heard me. Surely they know what I said.” When Jesus said this, one of the officials nearby slapped him in the face. “Is this the way you answer the high priest?” he demanded. “If I said something wrong,” Jesus replied, “testify as to what is wrong. But if I spoke the truth, why did you strike me?” Then Annas sent him bound to Caiaphas the high priest.
Meanwhile, Simon Peter was still standing there warming himself. So they asked him, “You aren’t one of his disciples too, are you?” He denied it, saying, “I am not.” One of the high priest’s servants, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, challenged him, “Didn’t I see you with him in the garden?” Again Peter denied it, and at that moment a rooster began to crow. John 18:17-27
Jesus’ predictions always come true. Even the ones we wish would not. Peter was hoping that maybe he had simply misunderstood Jesus’ words. Never-the-less, standing around a fire for warmth, Peter was questioned once, “You aren’t one of this man’s disciples too, are you?” “I am not.” A second time, questioned, a second denial. Finally a relative of the man whose ear Peter cut off questioned, “Didn’t I see you with him in the garden?” A third time Peter denies and the rooster crows. Where was the stalwart friend, the bold defender of Christ, the professor of Jesus as Christ? The shame. The bitterness. The failure. One of Jesus’ most loyal friends, failed. Peter helplessly watched as his Friend, his Lord, journeyed to the cross alone…because he too had betrayed Him.
Lord Jesus, sometimes I forget that the betrayal was not just Judas, not just Peter, but all Your loyal disciples left You alone. I don’t want to admit that I too have betrayed You. I have disowned You more than I care to admit. Forgive me. Help me to be more faithful to You. Help me to never be ashamed of You as my Lord. Thank You, Lord. Amen.